Just another late night thoughts ~

Saw this post on fb on Sg richest kids and it keeps me thinking,
how good does it feel to be born with a silver spoon?

Although I will never know in this life since I am not born with a spoon obviously.
Don't get me wrong though, I don't blame my father for not being rich cause he work so fucking hard all his life for this family. Thank you papa.

Can't help but feel bitter on how things are handled down so easily to these rich kids cause they don't even have to work hard while we normal people work our butt off and still cannot afford the things that they already owned now. I mean even if can afford also will heart pain nah.

Competition are everywhere.
There will always be somebody richer, prettier, smarter, thinner, better than you. One mountain is higher than another mountain (Direct translation lol).

I can only accept the reality which is to work doubly hard for the things i want, the satisfaction that i gain from the end result is something that they don't get isn't it ? haha

I remember when i got my first 'branded' bag, a Micheal Kors which some people say is for people who can't afford the real deal lol whatever. The feeling was one word 'Shiok' because I worked hard for it ! The cheapskate me then can never imagine spending over $400 on a bag loh.

The sense of satisfaction I feel when my savings hit the next grand is oh so good :) Baby say I am a good saver considering my age and I can probably afford a few Chanels plus more now since I have been working for quite some time already. However I have to digress a little which is the fact that I am not as good in saving as compared to the past now. Recently MDS was having a sale and I literally bought like 6 pc both online & at the retail shop >.< Sales are my weakness point, I need to control abit seriously T_T

It's my 2nd anniversary with my job today on 12 Mar 15 btw ! haha, love-hate relationship. The love is I am generally happy working here and it was a decision i never once regret for not following what my diploma teach me :b I have a secondary school friend who I have introduced this job to and I am glad to see she is doing well in this job too :) The hate is, I do not have much time for my books and exams period can really suck out the last ounce of energy left in me. Zombified Cheryl D:

I have said it before that quitting is not in my books and I need to work to pay for that expensive piece of paper for my degree and of cause my splurges haha. Thankfully I am not overly obsessed with branded goods cause I have much rather spend it on travelling which is way more worth la imo.

On a sidenote, i can't wait for my trip to Taiwan with the boyfriend !! We are not getting any younger and before we bow down to our commitments I reckon we should try to see more of the world together as much as possible hehe. This time I promise to take more photos even if I do not have makeup on !

Talking about the boyfriend, I miss him so much ):
I consider it a luxury if i get to see him for a whole day once per week. I think our record of not meeting was almost 2 weeks at a go cause we are that busy ! We hardly get to text not to mention hear each other voices over the phone.
If he was still stuck in his previous job then it will be better for us although I was the one who introduced him to his new job yet complaining here lol.

I honestly think this job will pave a better path ahead for him so no regrets however much I complain.
As for me at this point of time, I just want to get my degree asap so I can focus on other important things in life like being a Mrs? *Blush*
Basically getting my life back la *pitiful laugh*

I am here blogging because I have a rare 2 off days side by side so can sleep later a bit haha. The sad part is both days also got school :/ Tomorrow's agenda is to finish writing my notes for Chapter 6 of the long winded law !


Shiny pens gifted by the boy for notes-writing <3

He also bought me a top & dress which cost way much but I chose to show off the shiny pens in instagram lol!

Typical girls in Insta be like showing off their pricey gifts from their bf but Im here all raving about my Shiny Pens AHAHHHHAHA really is ok can!

It may look lame to these girls but I am genuinely happy receiving these ^^

Please don't ask me why i am behaving like this over shiny pens cause it just ain't the same from buying yourself as opposed to receiving it from my loved one.

I suspect my mum broke my fragile heart & left a dark hole in my primary school days cause I saw them girls having shiny pens in their pencil cases, handwriting not nice use liao also become nice hahahah and I asked Mum to buy it for me but she rejected me saying it's too expensive. Thus my obsession over shiny pens? hahah blame the MEANIE.

Okay It's getting late, wo yao go sleep liao ! Goodnight you <3