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"Do not have high expectations of things that you have no control over" 

It will be my second year working in this job in 3 months time and I kinda have a little bit of expectations, kinda which I know I shouldn't have because as the saying goes the higher your expectations the greater your disappointment. I can't wait for new doors to open & to learn new stuffs though. It will definitely be different next year in terms of working environment, people come people go. I hope I will be able to forge valuable friendships along the way :)

"You are the only one that can make that happen so make the upcoming year your best yet"

There was a period of time when I feel demotivated & sluggish everyday because of some toxic people, I just want to give up so that I do not have to face them not to mention stress from my studies. I have learnt to be more tolerant, people can't get to you unless you let them. Of cause, I need to pay more attention to my studies. One more year will pass in a blink of an eye, I do not want to reflect back at the end of 2015 and regretted that I didn't work hard enough.

"This year will be full of change, so work towards your goals and make your dreams come true"

My ultimate goal is to be happy, happy with the choices I made, happy with what life has to offer.
If  I can make healthier food choices, it will also be good la hehe. I have been eating too much nonsense this festive season >.<

Goals in short:
1. Incorporate exercise to tackle the backaches/shoulderaches
2. Having the confidence when stepping in the exam room for once
3. Work for the satisfaction it gave me & not for the sake of earning money.

"Flourish as you grow & don't hold onto what happened in 2014"

I did some damn f-ed up mistakes which I could have prevented. I was complacent, couldn't find the motivation, couldn't give a flying fuck, I felt like a lifeless robot cause I was doing things which I know I have to and not because I want to. I looked back and it wasn't something I am proud of & so I will bury this saddening chapter in 2014, never to be spoken again.

"Let go of those little fuckers in your life"

Always stay far far away from toxic people, don't hold them in your heart if they are never committed to be there. Unrequited love is tragic and emotionally straining and I never want to be a part of that.

"Take risks & make new memories"

I would love to do that after I have 'stabilised' or settled in well in 2015 :)

"Stay true to who you are but know that people are ought to change"

Can't stress enough how important this line is. If I change, it is for the better and not for anyone else.

"It's almost the beginning of 2015, so make sure it's your mother fucking year !" 

To everyone who is reading right now, Happy new year eve <3

Btw It's my Papa's birthday today, the last day of the year !
Happy birthday to you lao pa, thankyou for working so hard for this family & bringing up us 3 kids so well.
We are bad in showing our love but deep down i hope you know that we love you & you are the best papa.

Even on his birthday he also need to go work le sighs... I will bring you go eat good food when I get my bonus okie :D

Lastly this is for my boy,

2015 marks our 6th anniversary together, long past the honeymoon period phrase where responsibilities, commitments, flaws and reality comes into the picture.
 Things are constantly changing and will continue to do so in the future. The end goal seems so far away but I am not afraid because you are holding my hands. It's a warmth that I never want to lose.

 It's funny that we are working in the same company and yet the time we have is even lesser than the past lol especially when my school term starts.

In 2015, I wish for strength to overcome the hurdles thrown in front of us, my loved ones to be healthy and everyone around me to be happy ^^